Wow, 4 days?! This is crazy. I still have a bunch of stuff to do. My bag is packed, for the most part, but I'm sure I'll unpack and repack it like 9 times before I leave still. I need to pack all my clothes I'm not bringing in totes and stuff, but I can't really do that until Sunday. I've done nothing all day today, nothing at all. Besides eat leftover turkey. I might do a little organizing later tonight, but I feel too lazy right now. I haven't even ran since Sunday. I justify that by saying I don't want to get hurt before I leave, or burn myself out on running again. I'm still occasionally doing sit ups and push ups, but I'm not worried about them. I'm going into BMT with the attitude that there's no way that I can fail. Not saying that I'm amazing at everything and won't get in trouble, but simply that failing just isn't an option. Even if I can't do the run in 14:46 normally, I WILL run it in 14:00 on PT test day, simply because there is no other option. I may rip every abdominal muscle and bicep I have, but I will do all the sit ups and push ups I need to do to pass. There just isn't another option. What, am I going to get sent home and go to college like everyone else around here at LSSU in Sault Ste. Marie, MI? Hell no. I will be an Airman come November 8th. No exceptions.
My Bath & Body Works!
Anyways, I guess I'm just relaxing, enjoying music, food, and family before I leave. Studying and PT aren't high on my to do list right now. I have a couple DIY projects I wanna finish before I leave, including a refinished desk I did that needs polyurethane, and a bookstand thing that needs a rainbow painted on the side. (: Today, we did a mini-photoshoot of me and my little sisters and my baby cousin, because we're never all in the same place. My grandpa wanted a picture of all of his granddaughters, so we made it happen. They came out cute, my sisters are adorable. I'm going to miss so much stuff at BMT! Probably the most, I'll miss Bath and Body works fall scents. Fall is my favorite season, and after much deliberation last week while talking to my friend about it, we've determined it's our favorite because the way the air smells. It's crisp, the air is nice, you can smell the leaves and stuff. I love it so much!
Sophie & I
I took a little hiatus to this post, and went up to the hospital to visit my Grandpa. He's doing well, up and about, but they're still monitoring him. I guess his heart beat was jacked up this morning, so they kept him today to stabilize it. It was nice to see him though, I hope he gets to come home tomorrow.
I love you and Fall just wont be the same without you here. I will make sure I make Fall happen for you when you are in tech school :)
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